It's been awhile since i post, cause so many things have been happening which make me so demoralized and depressed yet happy .... contradicting eh? =,= PoA N lvl exam tmr =) last paper....hope i could pass....but probably not.....

Today finally saw her after so long~ i super love and miss her =,= it's been 2 month and 15 days i Loved HER...VerineLee....the only girl i love and would look at every second of my life if i can....she is the most wonderful girl i've met so far and i wanna cherish her....things are happening around us which seems to be a trial for us to overcome it but the trial seems too difficult to overcome it and i feel like giving up...but....Loves never fails...i believe if i put in my best effort together with hers, we will be together no matter wad happens.....

I LOVE HER~ well, that's about it...signing off~ waiting for her call~

Deep down in my heart, i dun wan you to go to USA =( but it's for your career and i respect it but i cant help it not to be sad over it T.T you're the first time i love so much and first time a girl love me...i can't afford to lose you, you are my everything T.T i'm afraid that you would find someone better than me and wont come back for me T.T i know you say you will but....i'm scared....so cold and lonely now in my world hoping that something would make you change ur mind......i really do love you.....

ARGH!!! My heart hurts like siao T.T she maybe will be going to US after her JC T.T very emo la T.T dun feel like posting much~ heart simply just hurts T.T

Wow very long no blog liao lols kinda lose interest or so =) haha today finally meet with her! i miss her so badly! she's as cute as always =) so happy to see her =) how i wish her parents were not so protective of her....hope god will do miracle for us.....I wan to hold her in my arms and hoping that the time would stop at the time...

As days pass, i begin to love you more and more =) hoping that we would be together as soon as possible.....

N level today T.t SS paper....cmi uh lols i told her to call me @12.20pm to wish me luck and she really called me =) haha i love her so much ~ haha she was asking anymore things i wanna hear from her than i say the 3 word =) than the stupid teacher saw me talking on phone and nearly confiscated my phone =,= idiot teacher lols if not maybe i can hear the 3 word sia =( LOL If you are seeing this, i very very very sorry for hanging up on your phone :(

Well, my paper was a gone case but after hearing ur wishes lols words and ideas start popping out of my head and i just keep on writing and writing during the exam LOL =) well i played computer quite the whole day as tmr's paper is english paper LOL i must Pass! lols too bad i can't ask her to call me because my paper is in the morning =) lols hope she'll have her beauty sleep =0 but i doubt she'll have as i think she have choir tmr......lols

well, gotta go now...mother is asking me to helped her to some chores LOL signing off~ byez =0

Today is the start of school holiday it's just the beginning of N lvl for me lols tmr's first paper is Social studies =( hope i can scrap thru....so glad that my best bro gimme his lappy =) with the new lappy i can play alot game but he said: study hard if not i will take back the comp =) haha

well, quite emo since past few weeks....how i wish that i'm the one that she will always mention in fb...how i wish that i could share her burden so that she won't be pissed off and emo like me....how i wish everything will go on smoothly for us....there's alot of thing that i wish...hope that god will answer everything and give me a best solution to everything that will make us happy....

well, listening iTunes, afking in maplesea and studying SS now =) haha pure multi-tasking haha ok la stop blogging already =) signing off~ byez